Friday

Friday again, and this one leading into Labour Day weekend. With my friend in hospital, I won't go far. I am looking forward to my hike tomorrow though, and meeting other hikers will be interesting.

The weather is superb, to make up for the rainy July we had, I suppose. Another reason I will enjoy nature tomorrow.

Today I kept very busy with tasks that had been on hold all summer, while I was taking care of my Mom, and then a further delay with the after-effects of her death and my grief.

Speaking of grief, a wave washed over me in hospital yesterday while visiting my friend, who will be having an angiogram and possible angioplasty procedure. The tears surfaced and subsided just as quickly. I need to be focused and supportive, not grieving, while with my friend, especially now.

I do find that helping others has always given me more in return than what I give. Of course, if I had tried too soon while grieving, I would not be of benefit to anyone. I needed to allow myself the time to curl up in the fetal position, to feel the pain, and to let my tears cleanse me.

I thank God that I had that time, before the news from my friend.

I also thank the long distance soul who guided me with grieving tips along my journey. I hope more will be forthcoming as needed.

Supportive understanding and helpful suggestions were immeasurable gifts. I do believe that people come into our lives for various reasons. We all can be teachers for others, when we are willing to share our experience and knowledge as wisdom.