Approaching Christmas

December 22nd means two more nights, then 'magic' time begins, or is it time for the 'Magi' to appear???

I must clarify that I use the word 'magic' to describe a sense of wonder to the mystery of the unknown, rather than as wizardy or trickery.

Since childhood, when my Dad convinced me that Santa could come down a 'chimney' with no fireplace, and through a trapdoor in the basement, I have believed in magic, especially on Christmas Eve.

As I learned to appreciate the true meaning of Christmas, the wonderment only grew brighter in my eyes. Add some large, softly-falling snowflakes to a velvety night, and the stage is set.

Last night, at an early Christmas service of light, the magic began sooner than anticipated.

As this is the first year without my Mom, I decided to remember her and other loved ones I have lost at this special candlelight service. I invited members of the DivorceCare group I facilitate to join me, and lo and behold, all but one did.

I found my grief was turned to peace in attending to those around me.

The child who brings light and love to the world settled deep within my heart and soul, and I feel ready to face the possibility of being alone until my children join me the day after Christmas.

Magically, I know I am always surrounded by family.